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Woody’s Birth Story

13th September 2016

I was secretly completely anxious about giving birth for a second time. My labour and birth with Nora, although very medicalised with an induction, drips and an epidural, was so straightforward and completely complication free. I worried that this time I wouldn’t be so lucky and what if something went wrong. I also knew that because Nora arrived pretty quickly that the chance of me having time for an epidural this time around was slim. That’s when I knew I needed to do something to take control of my labour process and allow my body to do what it’s designed to. I’ve previously blogged about the Natal Hypnotherapy session I attended. Hypnotherapy is supposed to help make you feel more prepared and less scared of giving birth by equipping yourself with a set of skills to help you control your pain, to relax and ultimately enhance your labour experience. After attending the full day workshop I listened to my relaxation tracks as often as possible and faced the thought of labour head-on with a positive mind. I could do this!

On Monday 18th April 2016 I woke up knowing that today would be the day our lives would change forever. Our team of three was about to gain an extra member. Despite a sweep or two, I was a week over my due date and it was time to forcibly evict baby from my overly hospitable uterus. I had arranged for my sis to come and look after Nora as we had to leave at 7.30am to be at the hospital to start the induction process at 8am. I remember Nora was still sleeping and I tried desperately not to wake her whilst I pottered around making sure I had all the bits I needed. I couldn’t face the thought of saying goodbye to her knowing that life as we knew it was about to change drastically. Obviously, I stepped on the wrong floorboard and my anti-sleeper was awake immediately, non the wiser of the imminent arrival of her baby brother. She was too excited that auntie Em was there to look after her and quite frankly couldn’t care less that I was off out for the day!

We arrived at the hospital and spent half an hour trying to get the bloody parking machine to work. Anyway, by the time we got sorted and into my labour suite, it was almost 9am. My lovely, lovely midwife Sam (hi Sam!) got me settled in, monitored baby and assessed me. I was 1cm dilated and baby was head down so we were A-OK to go ahead with the process. I was a little disappointed that I was only 1cm. They say your cervix never fully closes after you give birth so in my mind I was completely unfavourable for labour, baby’s head was still really high in my pelvis and I was anticipating a really, really long day. I was given a good stretch and sweep and got my first Prostin pessary at 9.15am. Now it was a waiting game, we wandered around the hospital and stopped for a Costa. I took full advantage of being massively pregnant and had a massive hot chocolate and some cake – I needed the energy after all. We stomped about the hospital corridors for a while, I could feel a few twinges here and there but nothing notable. I had been advised to sit on a birthing ball to help bring baby’s head down so we headed back to our room to bounce around for a bit.

It was 3.15pm and time to be reassessed. The ball bouncing had totally worked and I was getting what I thought were really frequent and quite uncomfortable pains. The monitor confirmed I was having three contractions in every ten minutes but my second internal examination showed I’d only progressed to 3cm-ish – so disappointed. The next step was to have my water’s broken. I was so keen to avoid any kind of medical intervention and to have a pool birth so we decided to give it another two hours before rupturing the membranes. My lovely reflexologist Liz, who is also a wonderful midwife, kindly came in to perform some reflexology on my feet to see if she could get things moving. I listened to my Natal Hypnotherapy track throughout the session and breathed through the surges – the reflexology seemed to make them stronger and more frequent. I remember sneaking a look around the room while this was happening and both Ste and my Mam were fast asleep. The relaxation tracks totally work. After a lovely calming hour, it was time to get those waters broken. What followed I can only describe as a raging torrent of water, seriously, I do not know how it was physically possible for me to hold that amount of water inside of me. (Ste took a Snapchat of the aftermath and sent it to my sister, cheers Ste). I remember at this point my sis sent me a Snapchat of Nora wishing me good luck. It was just far too much for my extreme hormonal state and I had a mini breakdown. Things really accelerated from here. I got back on the ball after a trip to the toilet, I could’t believe how much my bump had shrank without all the fluid, the surges were becoming more intense and I caved and asked for some Paracetamol. My Mam laughed and asked if I wanted anything stronger! I was so worried that this was just the beginning of the pain and that I wouldn’t be able to handle what was about to come so decided to stick with the Paracetamol before moving on to anything more hardcore.

So I guess the time now must have been about 6pm and thats when my extreme pacing began, I wish I’d worn a pedometer that day – I can’t imagine the number of steps I took! I found the only thing that alleviated the pain a little was constant movement and deep breathing. I could feel the nausea creeping in and I started to panic a little. It was the nausea and sickness with Nora that caused me to need an epidural and I so desperately wanted to avoid that this time. I took a sick bowl with me on my pacing travels and it totally was needed. Thankfully I was given an injection, which really bloody hurt by the way, to relieve the nausea and allowed me to get on with my labouring. I must have been examined again around about this time and I was 5cm. I remember thinking oh my god, how can I only be 5cm and this be so intense?! The good news was that I was now able to get into the pool. Ste knew how much I wanted a water birth and asked that the pool was made ready for me.

At this point I had to say goodbye to my lovely midwife Sam, I couldn’t have asked for a more supportive and easy going midwife throughout my induction process and labour and I will be forever grateful for that. If you do read this, thanks a million Sam, you are a wonderful midwife. Luckily, the midwife who took over happened to be one of my Mam’s best friends and someone I’ve known my entire life. I was so relieved and felt super safe in Michelle’s care. The pool was now ready for me. I remember I needed to get changed into my vest top I had brought for labouring in the pool. I literally had my poor Mam strip me off, all dignity had well and truly left the room at this point.

Woody's birth storyAt 7.45pm I made it to the water. The pool was amazing, I sank into the surprisingly warm water and felt some instant relief. The lights were dimmed and I felt a huge sense of calmness. I knew this would be over soon and that each surge was one step closer to meeting our baby. I slumped myself forwards over the side of the pool and focussed on my breathing. I remember hearing Michelle comment on how quiet I was and that hypnobirthing is miraculous – I desperately hoped I would stay this collected.

Woody's birth story I felt the urge to push almost immediately and hoped I was doing the right thing. I was told to trust my body and carry on with what I was doing. I decided that maybe I should get out of the pool for ten minutes to be assessed, just to make sure everything was as it should be, I tried to stand up but my body had other plans and I had to push. From here, things are a bit of a blur. I remember almost choking Ste to death holding onto his t-shirt and telling him there was no way I could do this. I could hear my Mam saying I wonder if she is fully dilated and I assured her that his head was well and truly on it’s way. I almost laughed when I found myself thinking about the numerous episodes of ‘One Born Every Minute’ I’d ever watched and thought ‘remember to pant’. I pushed again and again and his head was right there. I’d done it, on my own, in the water with no pain relief at all. I sat back and waited for another surge and there he was. Michelle quickly scooped him from the water and handed him to me, every ounce of pain I’d felt was completely removed from my mind. He was finally here. 18th April 2016 21:05pm, 9lbs of perfection. I held him close, his little body just under the water to keep him warm and examined his beautiful face, I face I’d seen before, exactly like his big sister’s.

Woody's birth storyI have never felt more empowered than that very moment. The female body is nothing short of amazing. My birth went exactly how I had hoped, I did it and he was here and safe and perfect and healthy. I am so grateful and extremely proud that I’ve been able to experience the miracle of giving birth in its more raw form. Of course it was painful but it was also intense, powerful and instinctive. Through my hypnotherapy I allowed my body to do what it was designed to do. It didn’t take the pain away but it allowed me to trust in myself and my body and birth Woody calmly and instinctively without any panic or fear.

Woody's birth story

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2 Comments

  • Reply Tracey 13th September 2016 at 9:01 pm

    What a beautiful post, you have inspired me to write up my birth story. I also had a water birth although it all happened very quickly a couple of days before my due date and so although wanting to practice breathing techniques at the time I just couldn’t focus and used gas and air (although mainly just bit down on it!). I agree about feeling incredible afterwards, I couldn’t believe what I’d achieved (and still can’t). Thanks for sharing your story!
    Tracey
    girlabouthome.com

    • Reply Jess 7th October 2016 at 11:14 pm

      Thanks for your lovely comment Tracey! I hear gas & air is a wonderful tool, I am such a sickly person I avoided it just incase! It really is wonderful what us Mama’s can do isn’t it? So liberating! xx

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